http://magickk.blogdrive.com/ ||[love Fri, 13 Aug 2004 06:25:07 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Fri, 13 Aug 2004 14:22:07 GMT i seem to have grown up a lot in a very short period of time. and i seem to have a very bad split personality disorder. in school i'm think reserved person with low self esteem, and when i'm mixing with friends outside of school, i'm confident and outspoken. that also happens when i'm doing duty for cca. the thing is, i'm in school most of the time, so the confident self seems to be supressed, let out for a breather during the weekends and such. a friend told me that i am very different in school in groups of people, and when she's talking to me alone. i agree with her. she said i should try... (more) http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Thu, 12 Aug 2004 08:12:43 GMT today we got back our chinese o level results. many shed tears, most of which are disappointment, but there are some whose tears are for joy. myself? i'm not estatic about my grades. they're not very good, yet not enough to make me weep. i got a B3. satisfactory, i guess. my mum was expecting a C6. now i can shoot back at her and say that i did study, but her mentality is such that even if she sees me studying i, to her am still not studying. anyhow, i think i need to work really hard on the rest of my subjects. suddenly i find myself becoming like addie, studious. motivation comes from... (more) http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Fri, 06 Aug 2004 10:16:50 GMT a lot of times people have asked what i want in a partner. so i decided to list them out. and mind you, i'm in a very bad mood. in no particular order: 1. christian 2. intelligent 3. really pretty eyes. 4. able to joke and be serious with me. 5. slightly overprotective. 6. show concern 7. able to speak proper english 8. able to continuously encourage me. one might not possess all the traits mention above. i do give allowances. big allowances. but when that happens, my patience runs dry. http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Thu, 05 Aug 2004 08:10:40 GMT today was a very very very very very fun day. minimwees and bokameows! watched some amusing plays done by the sec threes. then had some prata and papadum and watched this dance girl do an indian dance then we went watch a malay thingamagig. then it was play time! we played poison ball with miss chua moofoo and some other teacher, then we played tug of war and chapteh and table tennis! we felt like kids today, not sec fours. it's like we're back in primary one again, where everything was so facinating and exhilerating. i just felt the day ended very anti-climax. we had oral practice, and... (more) http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Thu, 29 Jul 2004 09:35:04 GMT haven't blogged for a long time. hmm. now that i am blogging i don't know what to say. mean girls : calling someone stupid doesn't make you any smarter. everyone has photographic memory. some don't have film. sometimes i feel old, mature, and that i've grown up too quickly over a short period of time. other times i feel like i'm silly, immature and that i'll never gorw up. i wish i could say what i feel but critcis everyone judge. though i don't care and i don't weep doesn't mean it doesn't hurt for at least awhile. http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Mon, 19 Jul 2004 09:55:51 GMT went on a SLAM outing on friday. ate at gelare. it was hate addie day.the waiters refused to serve addie her sandwich. and someone threw a receit at her. [the receit said the person used 4@ to buy a 60cent guitar pick from yamaha.] i had yummy pasta and earl grey tea. then we went to watch mean girls. the show was alright. it was funny... another chick flick witha moral behind it. the pranks were cute though. (: addie is such a good friend (: -hugs- i love addie. :) http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/18.html Sun, 11 Jul 2004 15:14:05 GMT today was the launch of fight club! i'm in the group boobie cats with two horny boys called bo hui and xun zhou! hahahaha. had mighty lots of fun today. christopher didn't come today that fat pig him. and joshua was in malaysia with his grandmama, so he couldn't make it either. i didn't see anyone from my batch save the coaches and alicia. it's like soooooooo funky mans. even though i kinda got hurt and limp limp limp all the way around the place. my knee hurt real bad, especially when we had to run. but it's okay. i know the people who pushed me didn't have any badi ntentions, so i don't... (more) http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=18 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/17.html Wed, 07 Jul 2004 11:35:45 GMT it's interesting to note how many thoughts can go through my head at one time. memories flash from the past, what if's from the future, and dreams that i know will never come true. i might be going nuts, but i was wondering how it felt like to be a toaster. how would it feel to have two soft slices of bread put inside you, feel a rush of electricity surround your body, feel yourself heating up, smoking, and then cooling down again, with the bread slices warm and crips now? i did some soul searching today. i just sat down and thought about certain things that happened last year. actions... (more) http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=17 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/16.html Tue, 06 Jul 2004 12:54:16 GMT i am lost. i am truly lost. i want to speak my mind to someone, i need to, but i can't find anyone to do so. circumstances are such that the people closest to me are those that i can't trust this information with. there are nights where i want to break down and cry just because of it. my mind and my heart are ganging up on me, playing mean mind games on me. for once, in my whole damned life can i forget how to feel? if feeling has brought me so much angst and jealousy. yes i admit i'm jealous. but that's life. sacrifice is inevitable. in order for the people you love to be happy,... (more) http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=16 http://magickk.blogdrive.com/archive/15.html Sat, 03 Jul 2004 10:36:52 GMT today sucked. mostly. it started when we heard the first question of the listening being read. mucus dripped out of my nose. i couldn't concentrate on the damn paper. then after the listening we [me ade mut drag] rusehd down to animania award ceremony. the person in charge hinted in his speech that we didn't win ("the animations open our eyes to what todays kids know about current issues"), but i guess maybe my hopes were too high. depression set in when we didn't get anything not even a merit award. that depression turned into a sore throat... then a cold... then a fever. after... (more) http://magickk.blogdrive.com/comments?id=15