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i am lost. i am truly lost. i want to speak my mind to someone, i need to, but i can't find anyone to do so. circumstances are such that the people closest to me are those that i can't trust this information with.
there are nights where i want to break down and cry just because of it.
my mind and my heart are ganging up on me, playing mean mind games on me. for once, in my whole damned life can i forget how to feel? if feeling has brought me so much angst and jealousy.
yes i admit i'm jealous.
but that's life. sacrifice is inevitable. in order for the people you love to be happy, you have to give up what you want, your dreams, your aspirations, your goals.
i fear that has what has happened to me. :(
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