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today sucked. mostly. it started when we heard the first question of the listening being read. mucus dripped out of my nose. i couldn't concentrate on the damn paper. then after the listening we [me ade mut drag] rusehd down to animania award ceremony. the person in charge hinted in his speech that we didn't win ("the animations open our eyes to what todays kids know about current issues"), but i guess maybe my hopes were too high. depression set in when we didn't get anything not even a merit award.
that depression turned into a sore throat... then a cold... then a fever.
after meeting grn, ade and mut practically shoved me away. that plained hurt. it was really like, you two didn't want me anymore. you've always been complaining i spend too little time with you guys and too much with my bfs, and now when i wanna spend time with you guys you throw me away. really, for a lack of a better phrase, "what the hell?!"
darling terry cheered me up quite a bit though, he knew i've been wanting a necklace for sometime and bout me one from perlini's silver. it's a circles with a dangling heart in the middle. mweee (: thanks dearie.
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